Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
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11:55 pm
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YO WHEN I START SCHOOL EVERYONE IS ELSE IS GOING TO BE FRESH TO DEATH AND ALL THE KANYE WEST FANS ARE GOING TO BE DECEASED BUT IMMA BE D.O.A DEAD ON ARRIVAL HOLLA THATS MY NEW QUOTE YO FALL BACK DISA IS UP IN THE PIECE LOL IM SO 1996 LOL ...... MAN I AM MATERIALISTIC AN SHALLOW
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Monday, August 2nd, 2004
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10:28 pm
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Well I am back I have to just release some tension. I moved that is why I haven't written in this journal but now I feel like I can. I finally graduated from H.S hopefully will be attending college by the end of this summer. Man people piss me off so many people in especially on this live journal site but everyone has their own point of views. I use to speak about I can not even stand anymore. I have few friends now I hope in college I am well-known like in high school but not as many people too many people THOUGHT they knew me in H.S.... I have done some crazy shit this summer like kiss my best friend and play hookie from work get lost in new jersey but those are just a few things that have happened .... I will save some for another day
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Saturday, December 14th, 2002
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3:32 pm
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I am bored out of my mind i haven't typed in this journal for years lol yo well things have been going good except i dont have any friends any more and im tired of life but thats about it oh i broke up with my bf of 5 months that i didnt really care about then we became friends and all he could talk about was his new girl so i said fuq u an dropped him completely he found himself playin kiddie games like prank calling me with his friends an shit and then he would lie about it but i caught him because he left me a message where he was talkin in the backround im like u are a dickhead but anyway school all my techers hate me except like two lol umm thats about it for now christmas is coming im like fuck cause nobody in my house ever has the christmas spirit and no matter what holiday it is my fuqqin dickface of a father always ruins it so thats my story for every single oilday including my birthday and my graduation day and my ring ceremony night so i cant really think of any occasion he hasnt ruined well i dont have anything else to say ta ta for now .
current mood: annoyed
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Tuesday, July 9th, 2002
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10:28 pm
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yesterday i started a diet cause im fat lmao anyway monday i ate a smartones lunch an one bag of popcorn and a lowfat yogurt for dinner i had umm three handburgers no bread o salad no vegetabkes just some ketchup today i ate a bag of thos vegetable stix chips one smart ones cusine an umm a regular yogurt an another bag of povorn 3 pieces of chicken no skin salad an mixed vegetables. hmm im doin ok im starting at this particular weight and my goal is to loose 70 pounds by my birthday which is in october umm hopefully by the wedding which is the 25 i would have lost 20 pounds hopefully i dont cheat to bad when i go to new jersey well i will keep updating to show what i ate lol .
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Tuesday, January 8th, 2002
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12:37 am
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you know im writting now i dunno why maybe cause im bored im not feeling good again im going back into depression mode i dunno why the other night my tv was actin stupid an i started to cry i was like wtf . i mis regularity where did it go i write this journal for myself no one reads it but its so pretty so i keep writing in it kinda weird its like im talkin to myself lol well i just wanted to say hi today was a good day my neck hurts but thats ok well nite nite
current mood: aggravated
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Monday, December 31st, 2001
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2:05 am
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well it's been like a million yeras since i wrote in this journal . i know no one reads it so its like im talking to myself which i understand may be a good and bad thing . Alot of bullshit has happened as usual my parents fight none stop I'm thinking about droppin out of school again but if i do finish high school im determined to go into the army at least I know there is no logical way i can be fired i will always have a job . I mean my guidence counselor thinks its a good thing an so do i but my family doesnt of course the only one tha will miss me is my moms an I would hate leavin her but i'd be back so I can't complain that much i'd be back i luv her ,i would never leave her i mean i could get a place an have her move in an i'd send y check to her so she could live off of me that would be great cause im too lazy i have faced the fact i will never be nothing that important unless i work my way up in the army or air force an i think i can do that . Well xmas was cool my parents didn't fight and i got some nice stuff almost everything i asked for so thats tight , Well im having sugery on my neck yeah i have to have this lump removed from my neck so i'll have stiched an i can lie an say i got slashed or soemthing cool right ? . In closing to my journal entry kyle said to put him in my journal so "scoops kyle up an puts him in my journal " lol. I'll write again in about a month or sooner i dunno well buh bye for now <33
current mood: discontent
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Sunday, November 4th, 2001
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11:27 pm
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HOW THE HELL DID THE YANKEES LOOSE I'M SO PISSED I ACTUALLY CRIED EVERY NIGHT EXCEPT FOR LAST NIGHT I HAVE LOST SLEEP WATCHING THE YANKEES AN THYE LOOSE TO ARIZONE WHO THE HELL ARE THE ARIZONA DIAMIND BACKS OH YEAH THEY THE WORLD SERIES WINNERS damn u know i hate this nothing ever happens good for ny u think just cause we got blown up they would let us win oh well
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Tuesday, September 11th, 2001
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11:37 pm
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yo today was the scariest day of my life I walked from school home I live an hour an a held away from my school my friend an I walked across the bridge who would do this kill all these people why would someone do something like what type of psycho the twin towers the pentagon all those people I mean I thank god im still alive . I dunno what I would have doen if someone I know would have been hurt I would have just had a nervous break down im still scared now who knows what will be attacked next only place I feel safe is at home who would want to attack me im nobody so staying in my crib on AOL is the safest place i can be right now besides im too tired an scared to go any place else im upset all sorts of emotions runing through my head . I figure tomorrow it will be somewhat better its like unreal all the the debris was every where . It is like a movie this is some sort of sign I dun no what to think plus with all of this the teachers were striking so I mean its just been a hectic week I hate to see what happens tomorrow no actually im glad to see what happens tomorrow cause im alive an my family is safe .
current mood: scared
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Thursday, August 30th, 2001
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1:58 am
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I haven't written in my journal since June 16th I mean damn a lot of stuff has happened I got into a lot of arguments with my dad an sister an my moms an cousins my other cousin got married that was the highlight of my whole summer an spending time with my uncle it was completely tyte I feel so free when I go to his house I mean I do shit there like wash dishes I would never do that shit at home loll . I started smoking weed again an now I can buy liquor so my friends an I are all into that, I liked my friends ex boyfriends but I don't think he would go out with me cause hes in love with her but we talk for like 2 hours tonight an she was jealous she kept inturpting our conversation I was like wtf so Jim just gonna leave him alone cause she is a close friend of mine an I would never do something like that to one of my friends , I also found out that same friend of mine her brother lieks me an askes me to fuck him like everyday an in the store the other hes like u know u want to fuck me an im all like well Hun if I wanted to fuck u I would have already an all his friends is like home girl played u an tonight come to find out that the boy I liked told me that her brother is dating this chick I don't like so I mean getting any of my pussy is completely out for him loll . I spoke to one of my AOL peoples I haven't spoken to in like a year that's cool I have like 250 buddies I hardly talk to anyone if I took out all the people I didn't talk to only about five buddies would be left ain't that a bitch .
current mood: calm
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Sunday, August 5th, 2001
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7:35 am
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hi this is katie
disa is so hot i wanna lick her and stuff and i wanna make babies with her.
ok that is all.. sorry disa u never update so i did for you :D beha!!!!!!!
disa im listening to fuel bad day baby for you :x<3
current mood: peaceful
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Friday, June 29th, 2001
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11:19 pm
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its been awhile since i have written a new entry not much has happened umm school finished i did pretty decent on my report card tomorrow i am going to a bridal shower that should be interesing hmm new situation that tima has been throw in where she has to act fake an be who she is not anyways i have been sleeping alot yet not not sleeping at all alot of things on my mind as usual so im gonna go now an just idle buh bye
current mood: bored
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Saturday, June 16th, 2001
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12:05 am
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Tonight at 12:03 am june15th 2001 the great lakers beat the sexy ass 76er's
i had a great day saw tomb raider it was hottttttt umm chilled all day with my friends an thats about it .
current mood: excited
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Sunday, June 10th, 2001
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10:47 pm
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hmm its 10:43 the lakers won game three at 10:38 I'm kinda happy they are very ugly but a good team but I'm kinda sad sexy a$$ Allen iversion lost oh well I can't have them both win now can I lol .So I have had a pretty boring weekend I haven't felt good so I stayed home an played with a lighter you know the usual I was on the phone basically all day Saturday an slept all of Sunday I have an English and a bio final tomorrow . I'm tired right now so that's about it for now .
current mood: tired
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Wednesday, June 6th, 2001
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8:26 pm
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(*Y )
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(")(?`v??)(") katie you are one of my bestest friends you can be so sweet
`?.? even when you have problems you dont take them out on others an i respect that you know i luv u remember that im always there for you , luv ya disa
anyway my week has been great so far school is almost over friday is my last day an tomorrow is the awards ceremony , the other day we got our yearbooks i have 100 signatures im tryin to get 200 im special lol i told yall i was kinda popular i signed about 150 year books after a while i started not knowing what to write lol well thats it for now.
current mood: hot
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Monday, June 4th, 2001
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6:27 pm
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So today I almost got expelled from school this girl i always pick on started arguing with me and then i got called to the dean an since im some-what popular all my friends were like oh you want us to jump her for you i was like naw its cool an so i only got yelled at by two deans an two teachers lol i rock , so speaking of school only four more days left i'm so happy but then there's summer school and then there's work lol i'm a busy bee but i seem to always find time for aol lol well thats it for now .
current mood: contemplative
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Sunday, June 3rd, 2001
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10:20 pm
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well i havent written an entry since last weekend when i was writting my will . Today what did i do oh yeah i almost set my house on fire , i like to play with rubbing alcohol that is very flammable an so i filled up the back of an old remote control took my lighter an then lit it but it fell out of y hand onto my shirt that caught fire an then it fell onto my cloths then to my draps so i had to grab it an put out the remote control part that was still burning before my draps caught fire then i had to put my shirt out an my shorts( the shorts i was wearing) so anyway i"m still alive an luckily everything is fine if it wasnt i wouldnt be writting this right now would i ? Well besides that I broke up with my boyfriend cause i dunno why we broke up we just did and thats bout it for this weekend. Saturday night I was on aol with bina, katie that was cool , i luv them both muahz ma's anyway im out gonna use the phone now buh bye.........
current mood: cold
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Monday, May 28th, 2001
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10:52 pm
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last will and testament
198 cd's = Dolliah you get my price possesions take care of them cause if you dont my ghost will haunt you
computer= katie you get this because i mean your on the computer with me alot of times when no one else is i figured you woul dget the most use out of it
pagers/cell phone= calliana you can have these cause i think you would take good care of them
softball equipment= bianca we mad close i figured you would like this
stereos= roxy cause i dunno just cause lol .
cloths= charity cause i dont know anyone my size
bookbags= teresa you my girl these are some expensive northfaces so u can have them and the jansports too .
jewlry except for what im burried in = christa you get this even though alot of it has my name on it i think u still can get some use out of it.
journal = eyla you can have my journal i dunno i figured it would interest you , you can have my notebook one and my online one.
nadine / christopher= my father you know what to do with these two .
pills= melanie my uncle works for johnson and johnson i am giving you a years supply of whatever type of over the counter medicne you want .
upload= shy i am giving you an upload of the song in the end by linkin park
class ring = this would be aprt of jewlry but i want to give this to adel .
this is all i have so far my savings im giving to my moms and umm if i have something you want email me at xltiredlx@aol.com or leave me a comment anyone can have something .
current mood: nostalgic
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Sunday, May 27th, 2001
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2:10 am
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i dislike you kara but i respect that you made alot of sence in your last comment first lemme say that i didnt know the dryer was broken second why do u keep reading my journal do u actually think i go and read yours no i dont so leave me the fuq alone
current mood: annoyed
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Saturday, May 26th, 2001
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3:58 pm
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PUSHING ME AWAY:
I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
Pre chorus:
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
Pre chorus
Chorus (2x)
We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing
Chorus (2x)
Pushes me away?(2x)
current mood: lethargic
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3:44 pm
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today my parents were arguing i mean a serious argument an they were cursing and stuff and all of a sudden my father calls my mother a square apple head my mom looked at him and was like wht the hell and we all fell out laughing , it was hilarious . Tonight is the party and i still don't have a clue on what i am going to where I mean ive had about a month to decide what to wear yet no luck now its down to the wire and im screwed lol oh well . I have listened to the linin park cd 1234987589 x and i never get tired of it why is that ? oh yeah its cause they are fuqqing tight anyway i'm gonna look for something to wear . bye bye
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A SOCK OUT OF A BROKEN DRYER WOULD STILL BE WET NOT DRY
current mood: mellow
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